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| 08:25pm 13/09/2006 |
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mood:  content music: Emanuel - Make Tonight
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Cause I'm just being honest.
Everyone needs to be honest.
But this has nothing to do with that.
So, school is doing pretty good so far.
And life with Jeana is kinda crazy at times but I've adjusted.
During the past month, I've ditched this one guy (ew) and gained another.
His name is Kevin.
He is amazing.
Just, wow.
My dad doesn't like him though.
But thats because Kevin is black.
But he isn't a nukka.
Honestly, he dresses like a scene boy.
But he doesn't act like a typical scene boy.
I mucho heart him.
We met for the first time yesterday.
Don't worry, we've been talking for about a month beforehand.
Well we met at the mall then walked over to this park thingy and talked then made out.
We kept that cycle going for 2 hours.
I want to keep him.
The way he treats me is soooo different than any other boy I've been with.
From the way he looks at me, to the way to talks to me and the way he touches me.
And we're hanging out on Friday too.
Swoon.
He said I make his blood boil.
Ok, enough of that.
My dad is really aggravating me lately.
He just doesn't understand the fact that I'm going to be 18 soon.
Oh, and I might be going to Italy for a year.
Biiiig might.
I dunno if I could actually give up everything I know for a whole year.
My English teacher, Mr. Y., is kinda creepy.
He is a perv.
I'm his favorite student in 3rd period and he pulled me aside at the end of class to tell me that I am beautiful and I have really pretty eyes.
Ewww, why do all these weird old guys like me?
I'm getting bored with this now.
I am going to continue listening to whatever is on this mix now.
And reading fan-fics.
I love me some slash. |
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| Starting Over |
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| 12:32am 16/08/2006 |
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mood:  calm music: Cute Is What We Aim For - Newport Living
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I'm starting everything over. And not just my LJ.
Over the past few months I have gone through a series of changes.
From losing the 3 people closest to me (not death though), to actually experiencing a death in the family.
I now have my other half, Jeana, living with me. Its hard but whatever, we'll deal with it.
I regained 2 of the people I lost because of a crazy psycho bitch named Courtney.
And now I have about 80% of a boyfriend. We're 'together' but not official yet.
Its the 2nd week of my senior year and I have yet to do my ACT or apply for any colleges.
Yes, I'm a slacker. And yes, I've been afflicted with senioritis since freshman year.
I'm turning 18 this October so that means.....responsibility. Tis sad. I don't want to grow up but it is inevitable.
Another thing that is inevitable is me ending this brief update on how I'm doing.
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